I understand that it is difficult in today’s job market to
find employment. Finding a long-term or permanent position with benefits is
similar to hitting the lottery in today’s market. I understand that I’m not in
a unique position. But I can’t help but feel that something about my identity
and how I look has a role to play – I’m a visible minority, a woman of color,
with a slight accent and a headscarf on my head. While I was younger, I was
accepted into many workshops and conferences as people tried to increase the representation
of racialized minorities in their gatherings. And I took up all these
opportunities without the slightest thought of guilt over being tokenized. I
was just happy to be able to travel. Such a lifestyle gave me opportunity to
travel and see the world more than anyone else in my family, and I was happy to
get those benefits.
What did not occur to me during these social justice
conferences was that there was a reason why they were working so hard to bring
racialized minorities to these platforms. I only realized the reality after
graduation, as I sought stable employment. Turns out, while people are very
happy to accept you to conferences, they are not as happy to keep you in places
of employment especially if the visible identity you carry makes them
uncomfortable. My last contract was working as a Summer Program Director with a
non-profit that facilitates dialogue between Palestinian-Israeli and Jewish-Israeli citizens.
I gave my heart and soul to the job, much like when I was an Executive Director
for a youth center in the Canadian Arctic. But in both situations, I seem to
have ruffled the feathers of those whom I was supervising and those who were
supervising me. A lot of that ruffling had to do with my opposition to paying respects during Veterans Days or during the Hatikvah. People thought I was against the nation-state (Canada or Israel) while I was simply against the excessive use of force and militarization. But no one gave me an opportunity to explain myself.
I find it extremely difficult to discern if the lack of
positive references from these jobs is because I sincerely did not have the
skill set required to perform the job. Or, if the reservations in referring me
to future positions is due to my identity, opinions and how I chose to express them.
Thus, this op-ed speaks to prospective employers and employees,
supervisors and subordinate: please be just in assessing your own biases. Your
prejudices or biases, if present, can have a significant impact on another’s
mental health, and future career prospects. Please know that as a racialized
visible religious minority, one is always trying to assess if the surrounding
is safe for them to express their identity and opinions. For they are always fearful that the expression of their
identity and opinions will result in negative repercussions for their professional and personal life. If you have
feedback, please share that feedback so that the person can improve for the
better. But please know that if you feel that someone is not “fit” for a
certain job upon the first meeting than that may more have to do with your biases
rather than their credentials.
I hope that through this op-ed, at least one person can be encouraged
to revisit their biases.
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